It used to be the same air, same life filled with humiliation and rejection of the society. I was never meant to study engineering and become a software engineer. But the software industry had boomed to this extent that every other parent wanted their son/daughter to be a software engineer in a multinational company, go overseas and earn a lot and return back and live a rich life in homeland. I was forced to be a part of this. I was admitted to engineering after getting payment/management quota seat in one of the top most engineering colleges in town. I tried my level best to understand the field but nothing ever got through my mind. I always had the feeling this is not what I want to be. I often used to ask myself what am I here for and my mind returned no answer. Finally I had completed my engineering exams after so much of efforts to clear my papers. We had campus interviews going on, I tried to clear the interviews but failed again and again. It was the 40th company where I had cleared the preliminary aptitude test everybody was already talking that I would fail in the next technical round I would fail and it happened again I did not get through. Friends and family were tired of my unsuccessful attempts to get a job.
I could see the rejection and hopeless eyes turning to ask me if I ever succeed in life and get a job. I was advised by my classmates to take training. I likewise joined the computer training courses that eventually get promised me a job at the completion of the course, everybody in my family was commenting this is a waste of money and investment on my career and future as I am dumb headed. With all push backs I took these courses and at the end of the course as predicted I did not get selected for any job. Everybody was boasting how they got great jobs in the companies and how handsome salary they are drawing but the goal was to console me on my failure and unsuccessful attempts to get a job and they would offer me to give a referral so that I bypass the queue. I tried to work for less paying, less dignified low level jobs everybody laughed at me. It was the heights of the humiliation. I said to myself I cannot take it anymore I have to do it, I have to succeed in life. In a situation like this Allu Arjun's sensational moves and Anushka Manchanda's Magical voice if it comes together it would add freshness to my dejected life and I would be able to make a fresh start with all freshness in me and definitely Allu Arjun and Anushka Manchanda would inspire me a lot.
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I could see the rejection and hopeless eyes turning to ask me if I ever succeed in life and get a job. I was advised by my classmates to take training. I likewise joined the computer training courses that eventually get promised me a job at the completion of the course, everybody in my family was commenting this is a waste of money and investment on my career and future as I am dumb headed. With all push backs I took these courses and at the end of the course as predicted I did not get selected for any job. Everybody was boasting how they got great jobs in the companies and how handsome salary they are drawing but the goal was to console me on my failure and unsuccessful attempts to get a job and they would offer me to give a referral so that I bypass the queue. I tried to work for less paying, less dignified low level jobs everybody laughed at me. It was the heights of the humiliation. I said to myself I cannot take it anymore I have to do it, I have to succeed in life. In a situation like this Allu Arjun's sensational moves and Anushka Manchanda's Magical voice if it comes together it would add freshness to my dejected life and I would be able to make a fresh start with all freshness in me and definitely Allu Arjun and Anushka Manchanda would inspire me a lot.
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